Firs of all, I want to thank God for his mercy. Thank God for another day. Without His guidance. Not really sure where I'm at.
Some has difficult time, different measure of difficulties in life. But, there is really nothing we can really do in our own life. Untill we submit ourself to God.
As long we see all the good stuff in the market, groceries, mall, or shopping center. There is something to be thanking for.
You might see all the market, groceries, mall, or shopping center since you been living in your area. Seems like nothing change. But, still need to be thank something you know will always be there.
Atleast is not been demolish by the heavy wind. Atleast is not destroy any tornado, or etc.... Something still need to be thank for. For the Lord is good as always.
There is a time that you think you are alone. Sometimes you can't buy anything the way you want it to buy. Maybe there is a particular item you want it to have. But,... you cannot buy it is because you don't have the money to buy.
But you never realize there so many out there that is more worst situation than you are. That person don't have any home. Just stay in the mall to make her self to be warm. When the store is close. She will go out and find another place where she can find the place that is warm.
No food for her table. All she have what she got in her body. Then, she will beg a quarter for you just to buy her a piece of candy. The next day you will see her again, next day see her again. You realize that she has no home.
Few years later, you went to the mall again. This time you are looking for the person was begging for a quarter. You could not find her. You look and look. Can't find her. Then you realize that you needed her now. Just to tell her that you don't have any home. You wanted to ask her how did she do it?
All this warring your mind saying that how did she do it? All these years without any home. Living going to place to another just to keep herself warm. Then you think and told your self that. I should her more when the time that she needed help. Now, I am the same boat that she is in.
Months go by still looking for her. And this time you ask God saying ... God if you let see her again. Me and her we can make it together. We can help to each other. And you prayed God let me see her again.
The next day you saw her. But, she did not see you. But you saw her. She was wearing a nice clothes and shoes. She is not like the person that she is to be. You followed her after she went shopping. On a parking lot she was driving a nice car. Then, you realize your situation and her situation are been reverse.
You wanted to talk to her but,... your heart telling you no. She might tell me I don't know you. You want it to tell her who she was. And who you are but you couldn't. Then, she left and drove her nice car. Here you are knowing where to go and where can you find place for you to keep you warm.
Two weeks after that you saw her again. You want to tell her that you know her. This time she saw you and came to you. Saying... you are the person gave the quarter. Aren't you? And you said, yes.
You wept. Then she said to you. Don't worry, I will take care of you. I been there in your shoes. I know what it feels. She said, come let's go and shop buy a cup of coffee and food. Then let's buy you clothes to wear. Then she took you home. She let you stay untill you get back on your feet.
Then you kneel down on your knees. Saying God I thank you for keeping me and giving me another chance another day. I can honestly to tell you that you are good to me. From now on, I will help someone for those people are in need. I will have mercy for them. I thank you for this day. For all the blessing that I receive. Happy Thanksgiving God! I love you Jesus.
Written by: Victoria
